<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></title><description><![CDATA[A place where you could read my whimsical yet strange reflections and stories]]></description><link>https://haninshaqsi.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!bp5X!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7983ab4-1809-41e5-ad14-866d2daa4c7d_1280x1280.png</url><title>Hanin Shaqsi Author</title><link>https://haninshaqsi.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2026 22:28:09 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi ]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[haninshaqsi@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[haninshaqsi@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[haninshaqsi@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[haninshaqsi@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Monsters are the words we speak: Poem]]></title><description><![CDATA[Poetry | Reflections | Paranormal]]></description><link>https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/monsters-are-the-words-we-speak-poem</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/monsters-are-the-words-we-speak-poem</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 09 May 2026 19:35:58 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Those with dusty white-<em>wild</em> teeth,</p><p>Little sharp blades with dirt in between&#8211;</p><p>Bite and cut, using ancient blood&#8211;in their tongues;</p><p>Ill mannered, clinging in their evil-filled identity.</p><p>Carelessness sold as breath; fluff talk, behind your back,</p><p>Might as well pay the price, for this Generation-wide </p><p>crooked speech.</p><p></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg" width="364" height="534.3829787234042" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:false,&quot;imageSize&quot;:&quot;normal&quot;,&quot;height&quot;:828,&quot;width&quot;:564,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:364,&quot;bytes&quot;:49677,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:&quot;center&quot;,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pxIU!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1a023b86-643d-41d1-bddc-0b2eb7d7231d_564x828.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><div><hr></div><p style="text-align: center;">Written by Hanin shaqsi &#169; 2026</p><p></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Rest-less-ness: Poem]]></title><description><![CDATA[Poem | Reflections]]></description><link>https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/rest-less-ness-poem</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/rest-less-ness-poem</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 27 Apr 2026 16:37:43 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ok9Z!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F2ce2e628-f77f-4428-b3b8-024bf39b08d1_736x515.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Whenever the pen is in my hands,</p><p>I don't know what to write,</p><p>Should I continue, or pause and reflect ?</p><p>Curves and dots, letters are nice, </p><p>But I can't write,</p><p>Clouds, the <em><strong>weight</strong></em> of clouds and thunder,</p><p>are in my chest, </p><p>When it strikes, I pause, but I don't reflect,</p><p>Something in the weight and mass makes us speech-less,</p><p>But that small <em><strong>fire</strong></em> ignites, and awake us,</p><p>With restless-ness.</p><p></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><div><hr></div><p style="text-align: center;">Written by Hanin shaqsi &#169; 2026</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Bird's Heart: Poem]]></title><description><![CDATA[Poem | Reflections | Gothic]]></description><link>https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/birds-heart</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/birds-heart</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 26 Apr 2026 20:40:06 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HjCP!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Facbaca44-cc8d-4d03-9111-3b0dd6f9ea18_735x845.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The way the beasts aren&#8217;t apparent,</p><p>Hiding wherever the eyes won&#8217;t see.</p><p>They long to be found, yet all they do,</p><p>Is hide, in a castle, in a haunted house,</p><p>Or a visible garden full of blooms that outweigh</p><p>Their beauty.</p><p>Their tough skin and light heart do not match,</p><p>That&#8217;s why their form hides, behind the colorful,</p><p>Petals of the world, you see?</p><p>Maybe I&#8217;m one of them, and what I see in others,</p><p>is better than mine,</p><p>Prince charming would leave us afar, out of fear.</p><p>The mask of normality destroyed mankind,</p><p>They don&#8217;t know, that beauty lies within, What they fear mostly,</p><p>Truth, delicacy, growth, beyond maturity,</p><p>Maybe the one who will connect is also hidden,</p><p>In plain sight, </p><p>Hiding in their charms yet unseen almost eternally.</p><p>A small weight of encouragment would cheer them up, would make them smile, </p><p>would raise their wings, but that&#8217;s what not what they want,</p><p>An eye for an eye, and a heart for a heart,</p><p>Is what they longed for, not literally,</p><p>An unusual figure to the eyes,</p><p>And a bird&#8217;s heart, Internally.</p><p></p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!HjCP!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Facbaca44-cc8d-4d03-9111-3b0dd6f9ea18_735x845.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[All I want is to sleep: Poem]]></title><description><![CDATA[Poem | Reflections]]></description><link>https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/all-i-want-is-to-sleep-poem</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/all-i-want-is-to-sleep-poem</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 26 Apr 2026 19:53:46 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!PGP4!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7a105e68-3a9a-4ed9-8b88-4a7c8224611c_736x736.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Its <strong>me</strong>, the eyes will change, <em>soon</em>.</p><p>Whatever was there of dust will become -- crystal clear,</p><p>I thought I found it --The heart of a <em>warrior</em>,</p><p>It&#8217;s still contained in a glass, Protected, <em>waiting</em>, </p><p>For the rose to bloom, right through its eyes.</p><p>Collison won&#8217;t happen without the gravity of growth,</p><p>I don&#8217;t wish to get what is full of repressed, compressed, being,</p><p>I want a delicate transformation of a heart to a soothing -- <em>rose</em>,</p><p>To hold it, Peacefully, and gently above a pillow,</p><p>of common feathers.</p><p>Because to <strong>me</strong>,</p><p>To sleep, is to peace, </p><p>To dream, is to staying awake, 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Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Familiar Superposition: Short Story]]></title><description><![CDATA[Short Story | Philosophical Literary]]></description><link>https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/familiar-superposition-short-story</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://haninshaqsi.substack.com/p/familiar-superposition-short-story</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Hanin Shaqsi Author]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2026 19:59:47 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1c09!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc4a35093-9713-4b99-82b0-a40d6cd8274c_1536x1582.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Where we always walk, with my brother of fourteen, the coast of almost endless pebbles stretched to the other side of the cliffs. I felt them under my feet, still, while the clouds ran, reflecting the composed darkness of these stones, flowing, imitating the tides. </p><p>I might have always felt a sense that I&#8217;m an outcast pebble in this vast, populated globe. The ones thrown away, creating waves upon waves, silently. Just as I&#8217;m in my last school years. The Students&#8217; spirits wandered swiftly around. Faceless, unclear, as I watch them. No connection, but a void in my chest. I held one of the pebbles in my palms and stared at it. </p><p>&#8220;That is a good one,&#8221; Roy said and held three stones of different sizes. </p><p>&#8220;Good? It&#8217;s almost unseen,&#8221; I spoke, and throwing the stone in the sea. &#8220;This is how it is. Little waves, no impact, just small&#8221; </p><p>My brother stopped, and I could feel his breath floating, becoming one with the air. I paused and stared at him while the wind as holding my brunette hair above. My thoughts drifted away until I got something. Roy and I have the features of our father. Only our sister is a mix of both parents.  </p><p>&#8220;We are like our father, I see,&#8221; I said, nodding.  </p><p>Roy titled his head just as he furrowed his brows. I continued walking, thinking of our similarities until it weaved itself into a rope in my chest. There is a connection between us. I looked at the different sizes below me. One was uniting beside a yellow flower. What was it doing there?  </p><p>&#8220;Look at this !&#8221; I said and sat down holding the petals. &#8220;A flower grew beside the stones&#8221; </p><p>They weren&#8217;t equal, yet they united in protecting the daisy. The days when I tried to flourish and envision my growth. A team of people like me uniting and creating a circle. There is a mysterious phenomenon within this. I thought maybe the pebble that we threw away isn&#8217;t that bad after all. </p><p>&#8220;Yes, every small pebble follows the other to create a flow.&#8221; Roy nodded and sat beside me. </p><p>He got it. Maybe these particles are a way to walk through life, we aren&#8217;t all the same size, but they could contribute to the flow. </p><p>&#8220;A flow and a swim of waves following the other,&#8221; I smiled and took another stone. </p><p>&#8220;That physics class got in your head,&#8221; He chuckled and got up.  </p><p>I thought, what was it? The substance itself or the mind that catches that? Would the different volumes and energy matter? Particles can have two positions, as much as I&#8217;m a confused one. </p><p>&#8220;Maybe I like physics, but I&#8217;m a philosopher as you are,&#8221; I replied and followed him to the shore. </p><p>My brother is an introspective creature, pondering whatever follows him as a lesson or a clue. </p><p>&#8220;Does the size of the stone matter? What if one is heavy and the other isn&#8217;t?&#8221; I asked him and waited for his synthesis. </p><p>&#8220;It does and doesn&#8217;t, at the same time. Everyone would serve a purpose and a continuation of time passing,&#8221; he explained, and lit his smile up to his eyes. &#8220;See, I&#8217;m a physicist too.&#8221; </p><p>He is. His interaction mimicked the flow he was talking about. A straight line, but a circle of meaning. A closed end and a beginning. </p><p>&#8220;It means, even if you are a different part of that collection, you might be the one who made it a normal wavelength. You might stand out, or you might corrupt. You might glow or you might cease to exist,&#8221; I said and stood putting my feet in the water, while the sunlight penetrated the clouds, hitting the sea surface and the flower beside us. </p><p>&#8220;Whatever the perception is, return to the truth of it all,&#8221; He said and held four pebbles, &#8220;Different volumes, but the same family.&#8221; he threw them to the ocean.  </p><p>The waves created synchronized movements that were all familiar. Us! The People, and our family, united. 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